Lost At Sea

Hey everyone!

I am really excited to show you this video for two reasons!  

First: This one comes with the production logo I attempted to design.  

It's still a work in progress, but I knew I had to start somewhere.  I plan on gradually improving it as I improve in editing and design.   I am getting a motion graphics program sometime in the near future, and once I get the hang of it, I plan to go crazy with it.  I think gradually improving it will be a good way to track my progression.  For anyone who might be making their own videos, I recommend designing one.  You can express your passion for your work as uniquely and creatively as you want to, as well as represent yourself and your videos.  I chose a line from Alice in Wonderland as my logo because I am a huge fan of the story.  What it means to me is having the strength to find your way no matter how lost you feel and how crazy the world around you can seem.  That is definitely something I can relate to, haha.  

The second reason I am excited for this video is that I got to show a side of me that I don't express very often.  I have a free spirit that is dying to be portrayed in my films.  This is only the beginning of my free spirit themed videos I want to do.  I wanted so badly to go all out with this one, but I decided to keep it simple, and save some ideas for the next ones.

This vid is totally up for interpretation, which is what I love about editing abstractly.  While I like that it leaves room for people to make up their own story,  I think it might help if I start giving an overview of my own interpretation so that you know what it means personally to me.

What I see in the character portrayed is that her spirit, while free, is entwined with the spirit of the water.  Clearly unsure of herself and where she is going, she watches the sunset on the lake as her way of praying, and gazes through the bouquet of flowers to see the world in her own light.  When the bright colors begin to emerge, she finds that her answer is to put trust in her own vision for her future, because she knows her dreams and passion are beautiful.   Totally channeling Eleanor Roosevelt right now! Hahaha.  

If you want, you can definitely let me know what you interpreted!  I think it's always really fun to share different perspectives because everyone is going through different things in their lives, and sometimes you can relate in a totally different way.  

I really hope you guys enjoy it. :)

I Released It Like a Bird.

Hey guys!

I hope you don't judge this vid too harshly.
I went out in 9 degree weather just because the sun made it super tempting.  I froze within five minutes and kind of regretted the decision altogether.  Then I hated the footage because it is, once again, myself with a lake backdrop.  As tired as I am of using the same atmosphere and self-portrait, I do need to keep myself busy while taking care of Gramma Linke.  I decided to consider the footage good practice for learning how to record some of my own audio.  I had a bit of trouble recording and I definitely need more practice with it.  If you have any tips, let me know.

The vocal track is meant to be my current point of view.  It represents my wishing I could create something beautiful for others to enjoy, but since I don't have any actors or models right now, it is extremely difficult to do that.  This results in the realization that I cannot always do this for other people.
Like anyone who enjoys doing something, sometimes you have to do it for yourself.
That is why I chose not to throw the footage away and do something with it.
I refuse to give up.
I have ideas and no matter how difficult it is, I am going to keep going.
Oh, and while I'm at it, if ANYONE wants to be in something, just let me know and we can figure something out!

Thank you Taylor Lee, for the fantastic track. 

The Grandmother

Hey guys!

I am so happy to be posting another video.  I know it has only been a few days, but to me, it felt like a month!  It took me a couple days to get a grasp on what I wanted to portray.  I knew that my number one goal was to back up from the dreamy theme, and move on to something real while maintaining my personal creative style.  So I went from there.  

I asked a friend for some much-needed advice, and without knowing how meaningful her advice was, she hit the nail on the head.  

Something very real to me is the relationship I have with my grandmother and the reason we became so close.  While tragic, I have grown and learned so much while spending time with her.

That is definitely something I felt strongly enough to make a video for, and I hope I portrayed it well.

I hope you enjoy the video.

The Dream

Hey Guys!

So this blog video is a bit different than my last ones.  

The goal was to recreate a dream I've had a few times.  

I got the atmosphere I wanted (story below), but this one was very difficult for me.

I had to work around some things like:

A.  No one at the association in Lakeside was available to take my calls about getting permission to do this.

B. Learning the hard way that it is absolutely just as cold in there as it is outside and I should have brought some boots, a sweatshirt, maybe a blanket... maybe an electric blanket, etcetera. 

C. Dreams are hard to recreate. Haha.

How did I get in here if I didn't have permission you might ask? 

(Well, maybe I just want to tell the story...)

After finding that no one was available when I made a few phone calls, I decided to stop in and give it another shot.  The secretary, as sweet as she is, clearly didn't expect me to make a face-to-face effort on asking to use the building.  A little taken aback, she told me that they still weren't back, but I definitely needed permission before doing this.  So I told her I would come back in about an hour, walked back to my car, and wondered how I can get what I want without waiting around for an entire hour.  I called Caleb, told him what was going on, and began driving aimlessly around Lakeside.  Aimlessly morphed into driving and parking outside of the building pretty quickly, but I didn't really expect anything out of it.

All of a sudden, the heavens opened up, and a construction worker pulled up in a van, got out, and walked up to the building and unlocked it.

Still on the phone with Caleb, I told him that someone was in there, and how I wish I could just skip the permission segment of this transaction.  

"Just go ask him!"

The moment it became something Caleb thought was a good idea was the moment I decided it wasn't that ridiculous after all.  He is always supportive of me and wouldn't tell me to go do something if he thought it would have a negative result.  

I ran up, talked to the man for five minutes about who I am and what I wanted to do, and he simply smiled and told me to go get my stuff.

Later, we got a phone call from the woman I was supposed to ask permission from, and she told us it was "perfectly fine" that I did that.

Lesson learned.

If you don't get what you want by asking and waiting around, park outside until you can coax a friendly gentleman into letting you do what you want to do.

Haha! 

That doesn't sound right.

Let's try it again.

Try every avenue.

Don't take "wait around" for an answer.

Go out and get what you want.

Any of those will work.

Hope you guys enjoy it! 

PS- I noticed I'm really only getting feedback if I beg for it.  So here's me begging:

 I'd love to hear your critiques! Likes AND dislikes.

I have taken all advice very seriously and tried to apply it to every video.

You can write them on my facebook wall or comment on blogger or even on the YouTube link if you have an account.

Oh, and thank you guys so much for reading/watching!

Ok enough talking.  Here goes...